There's been some things I've been pondering for a while now, though I don't know if I feel comfortable enough to talk about it on this blog. Partly because I feel that people could discover who I am, and will trace it back to my more well known accounts and such, and I feel that I'll be ridiculed and will be labled. Perhaps in the future, I'll talk about it, or maybe I'll talk about it on a Text file on my computer. I've done it before. I actually still have at least one. It made me rather sad reading it. Will I say what that one was about?
No
Last night, before I went to bed, I had the creepiest fucking thing happen to me. I was laying in bed, tossing and turning trying to go to sleep. I ended up laying on my side, facing away from the door in my room. As I was laying there, I heard the sound of some paper moving that was on the floor, next to the bed. Ok, so one of the cats was next to my bed, I thought. But then, I had this feeling that what ever had made that noise was just standing there. Just standing by my bedside. Watching me. I was too frightened to look. Then, as if it wasn't scary enough, I had felt some pressure on the side of my head that was away from my pillow. It had felt like a hand was there. This had scared me even more, I didn't move as I went to sleep. I fell asleep with the feeling that something was standing by my bedside, with their hand on my head. It was creepy as a mother fuck. I won't say it was a ghost, though I do believe in them. I've been becoming more and more paranoid in recent years, and I feel that my paranoia will eventually become a reality. I think I saw the same thing happen on a TV show about Ghosts. That there was just so much paranoia and electrical energy in the house, that it had made an artificial spirit of sorts. I guess that thought had always stayed with me. That the mind is so powerful, that it can create something paranormal like a ghost.
It's kind of like sleep paralysis, where people think they're being abducted by aliens, simply because they can't move, so they dream that aliens from another world are keeping them still, or what ever. It's really rather amazing. I hope that I can see an alien someday. People think that aliens don't exist, or that if aliens do exist, they only want to take over, or probe us. I never understood all three of those. With how large and vast the universe is, the sheer probability that there are other life forms is pretty large when you think about it. I wouldn't understand why people think that aliens would come millions of miles in space to take over our planet. Ok, so I can understand, because of how historical people like Christopher Columbus came to the US, took the land, and slaughtered many Native Americans, so it is a probability (technically his men did the killing, because he couldn't control them. And from what I looked up, he didn't actually steal any land. Which kind of makes that whole sentence pointless, but oh well). But people seem to assume that it's what will happen when aliens come to our planet.. People also think that aliens probe humans for information. Maybe it's because I'm not one of those aliens, but wouldn't there be a better way of getting information about the human body than to probe some one? At least where people are usually probed. I would think aliens would just scan the human mind, take some blood samples, and some tissue. But, perhaps that's primitive to them.
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