I've forgotten that no one I know follows this blog at all. Which is why I'm going to be posting this. Also, apologies if this isn't too riveting at points, as I'm typing this at 2 in the morning.
Exactly one month ago, I was on Omegle, dicking around because I had nothing else to do (plus it's just fun). I had been using the "Similar Interests" thing to try and find people. I don't remember what I put, but what ever it was, it allowed me to meet her. On that night, I met a girl named Tamara. Admittedly, I didn't think much of her at first. She was a girl from Australia, which was a nice change from the usual guys from the US or UK. We friended each other on Skype, mainly because she seemed nice, and I didn't want to lose contact with one of the few respectable people on there.
So, a couple of days go by, when she messages me again, just to say Hi. She does this a few days later, and then on the third day, we had our first long conversation. At first, it was small talk, with us talking about Christmas shopping, which then lead in to flirting by sending emoticons to each other. Eventually, we talked about our fear/hatred for insects, which somehow lead to me asking her name.
Her name was Tamara. She thought it was a dumb name, however, I thought (and still do) think it was an adorable name. Then we did the emoticon flirt thing for a while again. Eventually I found out that she's quite a silly person, which I like when it comes to people. Even more eventually later, I started to learn that Tamara and I both share similar ways of thinking, which is rather cool seeing as how I don't think anyone I know thinks in the same way we do. At least, when it comes to certain things, such as pondering whether or not I would say something in person (kind of odd, but it makes sense when given context).
We later actually talked about ourselves, and both found out that we find ourselves unattractive, but find the other attractive. Then we just talked, whilst still flirting with one another. We found out each other's birthdays, mine being on the 18th, and hers being on the 26th. We talked some more, and she said that she would be alone forever. I told her that I would be there for her, if no one else would be, which is actually the honest truth. I think that's when the feelings began.
We've been talking to each other every day for about, ( I wanna say), over two weeks now. Through out this time, I've developed a certain feeling for her. One that I feel most would argue I couldn't feel, because we haven't even met yet. She's developed this feeling for me as well, which I don't mind at all, because it makes me feel good. I accidentally brought up me wanting to potentially marry her, which made me feel like shit because I felt: "Oh shit, I just ruined everything, way to fucking go, asshole." But, to my surprise, she was ok with it, and even returned the feeling.
As a birthday gift, I asked if I could have a picture of her. She was hesitant at first, but only because she doesn't like how she looks. I thought she was pretty fucking adorable. However, to make things even, I sent her a picture of myself. She thinks I'm quite cute. We went back to talking about marriage, and we pretty much determined that we would live in the Unites States. We also decided that if we were to have kids, we would want to be financially stable enough to allow them to grow up a nice life. We want each other. Neither of us can wait for the day we can hold each other in our arms. We can't wait to be with one another.
I think it's because we love each other.
tl;dr : I met a girl on Omegle, and now I think she's going to be my future wife.
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