Long time, no see

It's been awhile since I've posted anything to this blog. I've actually forgotten about it for the longest time, then while going through my old bookmark folder, I refound it. There was a reason why I stopped posting, though, which was because of my ex. However, things are better. I'm dating again. An online girl again, but she's nicer, closer, and is also an artist like me. Plus she'll actually send me pictures of her too. I actually set up a vlogging channel, but I can't actually vlog, partly because my nosey mom won't stop being fucking nosey. Plus she's unemployed and not usually ever out of the house, so there's that. Oh yeah, I started college too, and man is it fucking shit. Like, way too much work and shit. I haven't had time for work, unfortunetly :(

I'm getting sleepy and so is my girlfriend, so I'll end it now. Bye yall!

Welp

It's over. The girl I mentioned last post has broken up with me, at least for now. She has told me that she wants to focus on herself for now. You know, figure out what she wants to do with her life, and everything. She said that she will probably get back with me if I still want her, though admittedly the Probably scares me. I told her that, until the day comes where she has found someone else that she is completely happy with, I will wait for her. And it's true. I will wait for her, because she is the only girl to have made me this happy, break up with me, and not because she cheated on me or didn't love me, (to my knowledge, but god damn it I'm holding on to that small sliver of hope). I guess this means that I can have a normal sleep schedule for now, heheh... Fuck me, I won't be able to sleep :(